Nu Aspect - Sinner

I'm losing my emotions, started feeling numb
Hoping there's someone who brings another cup
I started downing all these different liquors
I'll never be the winner
I just wanna know if I'm the biggest sinner

Kinda feel like it's just only me
I don't wanna start sobriety
This is not who I used to be

I'm losing my emotions, started feeling numb
Hoping there's someone who brings another cup
I started downing all these different liquors
I'll never be the winner
I just wanna know if I'm the biggest sinner
(If I'm the biggest sinner, if I'm the biggest sinner...)

Am I dreaming?
Pull me out to shore
It's this feeling
It's been so long that I forgot
I'm a drinker, not that it's all I got
(It's all I got, it's all I got..)

Kinda feel like it's just only me
I don't wanna start sobriety
This is not who I used to be

I'm losing my emotions, started feeling numb
Hoping there's someone who brings another cup
I started downing all these different liquors
I'll never be the winner
I just wanna know if I'm the biggest sinner
(If I'm the biggest sinner, if I'm the biggest sinner...)

Am I dreaming?
Pull me out to shore
It's this feeling
It's been so long that I forgot
I'm a drinker, not that it's all I got
(It's all I got, it's all I got..)

Kinda feel like it's just only me
I don't wanna start sobriety
This is not who I used to be

I'm losing my emotions, started feeling numb
Hoping there's someone who brings another cup
I started downing all these different liquors
I'll never be the winner
I just wanna know if I'm the biggest sinner